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ADDICTED (Album Version)
04:43
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Living for too long in this fantasy
Never knowing it would poison me
Rose colored glasses, Down for the count
I breathe you in, I breathe you out
Every single breath was toxicity
I wanted you inside of me
Slowly falling down the rabbit hole
Must find a way to let you go
A-D-D-I-C-T-E-D
All the walls were bleeding but I only saw one thing
C-A-N-T get me enough
But I know it isn’t really love
A-D-D-I-C-T-E-D
From the day that we met I fell so easily
G-O-O-D-B-Y-E now
Gotta find better love somehow
The smoke and mirrors, were fun for a while
But now back to reality
To get myself off of this eternal high
And rid me of your hold on me
I know I’m stronger than I say I am
But it’s difficult to let you go
I miss your touch every single night
But babe, it’s time for me to save my soul
CHORUS
It feels like i’m on a million pills
You put your arms around me and I shiver still
And even though you’re like a drug
I’ve gotta give you up
Your heaven is the devil’s cup
I take a sip and I’m right back at 1
I’m feeling boxed in, squared
But this thrill ain’t enough
I need real good love and yours isn’t true
I’m not addicted anymore to you
I’m pulling the plug
I’m breaking the chains
I’m severing ties
I’m ending the game
I’ve kicked the habit
I’ve let it go
I’ve said goodbye
I’ll slam the door
And don’t you come back or i’ll cut you, bitch!
It feels like i’m on a million pills
You put your arms around me and I shiver still
And even though you’re like a drug
I’ve gotta give you up
Your heaven is the devil’s cup
I take a sip and I’m right back at 1
I’m feeling boxed in, squared
But this thrill ain’t enough
I need real good love and yours isn’t true
I’m not addicted anymore to you
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Poison (Album Version)
03:49
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I was oh so young, I couldn’t understand love
Felt it in my heart, but lost it in translation
Feeling things that no one that young should ever feel I
Acted out so much that I could not escape my
Feelings wrapped in darkness I did fear
Wishing there was something I held dear
And I was in so much pain
It came down on me like acid rain
I knew that I was the one to blame
Cause I would kiss the flame
I was growing up, but still it was much harder
To understand these things, I felt just like a martyr
Something for the cause, but I wanted to be free
Still I did it wrong, just trying to find me
Things I wish that I had never done
Wishing I could reach out to someone
And I was still figuring out
Just what this life is all about
I knew that I was the one to blame
Cause I would still kiss the flame
I feel every inch of these old flames
Burning me until I’m left in shame
Hoping one day I will put them out
Until then I guess I’ll scream and shout
And I will be who I am
And not apologize for living that
My truth is there for all to see
Cause I am now finally free
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Every day, Every Hour
Time ticking by
You and me our feelings
Rising like the tide
A Love so great, tempting fate
We could have it all
Just believe in the power
Of what we could be
Two star-crossed lovers
In a fairy tale
An epic story, plot twist
Waiting to unveil
Happy Endings are made for us
If we believe in the power of love
And so I say
Look to the future
Envision a place of love
For you and me
It could be so wonderful
If we look to the future
Look to the future
Believe in the path we’re following
We could build a world
For everyone to see
Just how much we’re meant to be
If we look to the future
Look to the future
Ever kiss every touch
Like a hurricane
You ignite every spark
And you kill the pain
Just your eyes, Look at me
And I know it’s love
Sparkling like the stars
In the sky above
Just two people with a
Story that needs to be told
Since chapter one, we’ve begun to let it unfold
Here we are at the end of the road
And it’s just the beginning
Chorus
And I know that we could stay
Here forever this way together
And I believe that we could be
The happy ending scene
Once upon a time
Two people fell in love
Hand in hand they decide
What they would become
Epicly, perfectly
A matching set
You ain’t seen nothing yet
Chorus
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Jaysen Ryan Peoria, Illinois
I love music. Lots of people do. But music does something for me nothing else can: heal. I've been through a lot of bad
stuff in my life, a few things I almost didn't survive, but music has helped me through it all.
I create music for me, and only me, with the hope that others can enjoy it as well.
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