BioHazard (Demos In Progress)

by Jaysen Ryan

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released March 7, 2017

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Jaysen Ryan Bloomington, Illinois

I love music. Lots of people do. But music does something for me nothing else can: heal. I've been through a lot of bad stuff in my life, a few things I almost didn't survive, but music has helped me through it all.

I create music for me, and only me, with the hope that others can enjoy it as well.
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Track Name: ADDICTED (Early Vocal Demo)
Living for too long in this fantasy
Never knowing it would poison me
Rose colored glasses, Down for the count
I breathe you in, I breathe you out

Every single breath was toxicity
I wanted you inside of me
Slowly fading down the rabbit hole
Must find a way to let you go


A-D-D-I-C-T-E-D
All the walls were bleeding but I only saw one thing
C-A-N-T get me enough
But I know it isn’t really love

A-D-D-I-C-T-E-D
From the day that we met I fell so easily
G-O-O-D-B-Y-E now
Gotta find better love somehow

The smoke and mirrors, were fun for a while
But now back to reality
To get myself off of this eternal high
And rid me of your hold on me

I know I’m stronger than I say I am
But it’s difficult to let you go
I miss your touch every single night
But babe, it’s time for me to save my soul

CHORUS

It feels like i’m on a million pills
You put your arms around me and I shiver still
And even though you’re like a drug
I’ve gotta give you up
Your heaven is the devil’s cup

I take a sip and I’m right back at 1
I’m feeling boxed in, squared
But this thrill ain’t enough
I need real good love and yours isn’t true
I’m not addicted anymore to you

I’m pulling the plug
I’m breaking the chains
I’m severing ties
I’m ending the game
I’ve kicked the habit
I’ve let it go
I’ve said goodbye
I’ll slam the door

And don’t you come back or i’ll cut you, bitch!

It feels like i’m on a million pills
You put your arms around me and I shiver still
And even though you’re like a drug
I’ve gotta give you up
Your heaven is the devil’s cup

I take a sip and I’m right back at 1
I’m feeling boxed in, squared
But this thrill ain’t enough
I need real good love and yours isn’t true
I’m not addicted anymore to you
Track Name: Wicked Game (Instrumental)
WICKED GAME
by Jaysen Ryan ft Heather Renee

Here we are, So in love
But something deep inside is calling
Telling me something’s wrong
Tell me does this feel like falling?

You and me, we had it all
But suddenly it’s like we’re strangers
Never saw, What was to come
Hidden in the dark like danger

Please don’t leave me this way
I need you to stay right here with me
I’m sorry but our love has come and gone
And now it’s plain to see

If the truth was a poison on our lips
We both would have died
We kept our secrets for far too long
And now it’s time for us to swallow our pride
But there’s no forgiveness left inside
All these feelings that we hide
And we only have ourselves to blame
How do we move past this lie
When there’s nothing left to try
We keep on playing in this wicked game

Here we are, so what now?
Every hateful word is spoken
Nothing left, but the fire
While we watch the world still smoking

Look at us. What we’ve become
It’s like the world sees us as demons
I’d take it back, but it’s too late
And I wish we were both still dreamin

How do we get away,
from all that we have said and done?
Let’s start with a promise
Then we take it day by day

Cause the truth is a dagger in our backs
And we can’t run from the pain
We let ourselves go too far
And now we’ve got to start to heal again

To find the forgiveness deep within
And believe that we can try
Maybe we can both truly change
We have to believe that we’re worthy of
Escaping this wicked game

I may have failed, but I will go
Plant the seeds, reap what I sow
I will break free
Of these chains I made
And free myself
Of this wicked game

Wicked game...
Wicked game...
Ooohhh...

Cause the truth is salvation
And it has the power to set us free
If only we knew now what we’d known then
We would’ve done it differently
But it’s too late to change the past
Look to the future, make it last
And we’ve learned to make a brighter day
No more regrets, no sad goodbyes
Only truth, reject the lies
We’ve finally won this wicked game...

It’s a wicked wicked game
And someone’s got to win
It’s a wicked wicked way
To pay our debts for sin
But it was worth the cost
To see ourselves today
A new, brighter day