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The Jaysen Ryan Show

by Jaysen Ryan

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Higher 04:23
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Wild Things 04:00
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Your silence Oh it’s beautiful With a look of your eyes I know That you are mine Your patience Oh It’s wonderful With a touch of the hand, I know that we’re entwined It’s taking me higher I’m right on top of the world Your voice is all that I’ve heard And it says “I love you” I’m sitting up on cloud nine Because I know that you’re mine And you’re beautiful, beautiful Your mindset Oh it’s magical When you’re speaking your heart I know that this is right Your desire Oh it’s insatiable With a kiss on the lips This magic begins tonight I think I could fly yeah I’m right on top of the world Your voice is all that I’ve heard And it says “I love you” I’m sitting up on cloud nine Because I know that you’re mine And you’re beautiful, beautiful I’m right on top of the world Your voice is all that I’ve heard And it says “I love you” I’m sitting up on cloud nine Because I know that you’re mine And you’re beautiful, beautiful Since day one that me met This love has felt like destiny And no matter what happens next I’m grateful to have you here with me Chorus s2
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Shattered 03:22
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He’s the kind of guy Who is living in a lie Built a wall on all sides Targets you and keeps track He uses his defenses To scramble all your senses Reality is twisted Can’t anticipate attack He will tell you lies Fill your head Til it’s your fault instead Then you’re dead And you just can't stand it He will redirect you Until he disconnects you Then you’re left with the truth He’s got you stranded Get your target practice Blame me for your actions Get yourself some traction ready, set, aim and fire Spill the lies you once wrote Make me be your scapegoat Hold me down til I float Burn me til the flames get higher He’s the kind of man Who is not even a man He’s a boy at his best And he’ll trick and trap you Doesn’t understand All the power he commands But he’s living in denial He’s still a child He laughs at the game but he’s bored just the same You’re a pawn that he plays It’s a losing situation Complicating lives He’s a villain in disguise Well it comes as no surprise That we’re ready to fight back CHORUS (They’ll get higher!) If you’re gonna shoot Boy, you’d better aim right Cause if you miss me I might, come back and get you Revenge is too good for you If you wanna hurt me deep You’d better count your blessings, then your sheep Cause I’m about to put you to sleep You are the target now... Chorus til end
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A little boy in the street A dismal fate he would meet He'll never understand So many years of regret Self confidence never met He takes a while to become a man And when the silence breaks the tension He slips into depression, far too easily And when the shouting breaks the silence His world is filled with violence How can he escape this pain I never met a boy who grew into a man Quite like me I never met a human being who became so in between Pain and happiness A child who lived in the dark Another lack of a spark A product of broken youth And still he tries to pretend That he's well on the mend And that's the ugly truth A little time to pretend This pale facade will not end I can't deny the truth A little moment for me To grasp my reality It's time to take a stand And when the voices in the darkness They seem to tease and taunt me I must persevere Cause when the reaper comes to collect The remnant of a defect My imperfection shows I never met a boy who grew into a man Quite like me I never met a human being who became so in between Pain and happiness A child who lived in the dark Another lack of a spark A product of broken youth And still he tries to pretend That he's well on the mend And that's the ugly truth I never met a boy who grew into a man Quite like me I never met a human being who became so in between Pain and happiness He knows how hard it is He sees the pain ahead He hides away in fear He'll never understand The pain that he endured Was just a test of will He could have had it all But now there's so much blood to spill... I'd never met a boy who grew into a man Until I met me I'd never met a human being who made peace with being In between, pain and happiness That's the ugly truth The honest, ugly truth...
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Hey girl get your rent Money's all been spent Ride that pole for 50 cent make that hustla pitch a tent Come now classy gents You gotta work it, work it Make em spend they dolla bills You gotta show it, show it Give those boys a sexy thrill You gotta work it, work it Make em spend they dolla bills You gotta work it slowly Give that boy a thrill Hey there Mr Dolla Bill You just wanna see them shake it Toss those dollas ova there Let them show you how they make it Walk that sexy catwalk girl Work the stage and I confess You can make them turn it out, turn it out, turn it out Come on girls and make yo rent Hey boy spend that dough Watch that girl get on the floor See her spin around and oh Come and see her show Toss her a c-note Pre + Chorus Strip and tease Kiss don't tell Work your magic Weave your spell Twist and turn All around Catch them bills Then touch the ground Ride that pole Make him sway Get your rent girl Like it's payday Show them men Just what you got Take it off It's getting hot Chorus
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Baby I was borderline I couldn't see the road ahead I didn't trust my heart's design I let my soul go unfed I filled it with so many things that I can not control And there's no use in looking back I just needed you to know That I'm gonna, I'm gonna be fine Nothing's gonna tear me down And I'm gonna, I'm gonna be fine Nothing's gonna stand in my way Oh I'm gonna, I'm gonna be fine I feel the strength inside of me And I'm gonna, I'm gonna be fine As long as I remember me I was a mess, alright I couldn't see the lonely truth I didn't think about the consequence until the day that I found you You couldn't break the pattern and I let myself despair Until you came and rescued me and showed me that you care I'm gonna, I'm gonna be fine (Chorus) [Break] Chorus (And I'm gonna)
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Love in this world Like anything is personal You either have it or you don’t But you gotta let it show No matter what will come your way You will stand up and you will say Bring it on, I can take it bring the storm, I’m gonna make it As the thunder crashes all around I feel my heart begin to pound And if the wind doesn’t make my body torn I would know, I’d reform, I’m so torn, I’d be reborn Just trying to survive in my personal storm Life has a way Of taking you into the eye You either brave it, or you don’t But you gotta, take the ride No matter who will tear you down You will fight back, loud and proud This is me, who I am yeah if you don’t like it, that’s too bad yeah Peek into the looking glass Damn it boy, you got some class Dress it up, don’t tear it down Life’s too short to sport a frown Soon enough you’ll see the truth every road begins with you Confidence is key to love Love yourself and it will come And as the rain falls in my eyes I start to see the hidden surprise There’s a beauty waiting in all of this pain I would be, perfectly,harmony,especially My personal storm, it will reinvent me my personal storm is all I need To become the man that I’m supposed to be The wreckage comes, the damage hits But you’ll never know what you’re made of til you survive it My personal storm x4 I would be, perfectly,harmony,especially My personal storm, it will reinvent me
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Over You 04:40

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All of the tracks I have worked on so far that I have considered finished or releasable. Tons more demos not done yet but will be added.

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released November 26, 2014

Written, recorded, and produced by me.

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Jaysen Ryan Peoria, Illinois

I love music. Lots of people do. But music does something for me nothing else can: heal. I've been through a lot of bad stuff in my life, a few things I almost didn't survive, but music has helped me through it all.

I create music for me, and only me, with the hope that others can enjoy it as well.
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