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Disposable (Demo)
02:54
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2. |
Imposter Syndrome (Demo)
04:17
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I wanna shine like the Sun
Brighter than everyone
But something inside of me keeps crying
I wanna show them the spark
And baby light up the dark
But am I even worthy of trying?
I am not fearless
I’m very afraid
That one day
They’ll see that I’m an imposter
Living inside of this man
Pretends the best he can
To be somebody inspiring, no no no
Each day I’m wearing a mask
But am I up to the task?
Can I keep them from seeing teardrops?
Cause even though it’s a smile
I’ve cried for 400 miles
Just wish I could make it stop, please, no no
I am no saint but
I know who I am, that’s not me
Not a coward who runs from hard things
I’m brave and light to the core
At least I am anymore
I’ve gotta stop being so hard on me
Forgiveness is the hardest thing
I’ve ever had to do
But I look back at who I was
And yes I forgive you
You didn’t know the way
But now the path ahead
Is where you oughta be
So take that one instead
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Sorry doesn’t cut it babe
You already know I’m gone
It took too many tries
But now you’re all alone
I feel like we were never meant to be
But sure we gave it a try
We never should have walked the line
The story’s out of mind
I’m so sorry
but it’s over
No more chances
No more chances
And I'm never gonna waste my time
We already lived a lie
You keep coming back for more
But you already know the score
We could have been so great
But no, we failed to see
So we’re never gonna waste our time
It’s time to let it be
A new chapter waits ahead
For those who take the time
To look and figure out
The way it goes sometimes
We shouldn’t dwell on things we can’t control
Just move on
So we’re never gonna wait around
Cause we are strong
I’m so happy
Things are better
And I'm never gonna waste my time
We already lived a lie
You keep coming back for more
But you already know the score
We could have been so great
But no, we failed to see
So we’re never gonna waste our time
It’s time to let it be
And I'm never gonna waste my time
We already lived a lie
You keep coming back for more
But you already know the score
We could have been so great
But no, we failed to see
So we’re never gonna waste our time
It’s time to let it be
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4. |
Storm Chasers (Demo)
04:16
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In a world with monsters at every turn
We’ve gotta be brave or else we burn
Put up a fight with a sword and shield
So much resolve we can not yeild
Because we are the...
Storm chasers, we brave the night
A hope so imminent
And through the rain, we prepare to fight
To save the innocent
And we sacrifice it all to be
The light before you
Storm chasers, a ray of light
We will protect you
In a world that betrays you with every breath
We’ve gotta be honest to combat the stress
Put up your arms, and just feel the wind
So much deceit, but how can we win?
Because we are the...
Storm chasers, we brave the night
A hope so imminent
And through the rain, we prepare to fight
To save the innocent
And we sacrifice it all to be
The light before you
Storm chasers, a ray of light
We will protect you
Time to look around
What do you see?
The long road ahead
Fight, as hard as you can
So we can be free
We’ll fight til our last breath
And we have strength and courage that we never even knew
And we put our best foot forward so we can begin anew
Because we are the...
Storm chasers, we brave the night
A hope so imminent
And through the rain, we prepare to fight
To save the innocent
And we sacrifice it all to be
The light before you
Storm chasers, a ray of light
We will protect you
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5. |
Getting Even (Demo)
03:55
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Backstabbing is your game
And I was stabbed by you
I trusted everything
Until I saw the truth
Thought we were friends
but everything was just a lie
You are a cheater and a liar
Say goodbye
It’s not about getting even
it’s about how I was treated
You couldn’t even tell the truth
So what does that say about you?
It’s not about getting even
It’s about the trust so beaten
You couldn’t even tell me the truth
So what does that say about you?
I kept your cover up for so long
It was wrong
I see now everything
was your game all along
It’s time for him to learn the things that you have done
This game is over bitch
And no you have not won
It’s not about getting even
it’s about how I was treated
You couldn’t even tell the truth
So what does that say about you?
It’s not about getting even
It’s about the trust so beaten
You couldn’t even tell me the truth
So what does that say about you?
Trust is hard to come by
People just aren’t genuine
Everybody’s got a motive
In it for themselves
Do I trust or do i not?
I guess we’ll wait and see
But let me get this straight
You won’t make a fool out of me
It’s not about getting even
it’s about how I was treated
You couldn’t even tell the truth
So what does that say about you?
It’s not about getting even
It’s about the trust so beaten
You couldn’t even tell me the truth
So what does that say about you?
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6. |
Keep Trying (Demo)
03:54
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I feel I could have been stronger
And held on a little longer
But my heart has been hardened
I won’t watch it break
All because of myself
When I made a mistake
Don’t you know?
I’m gonna keep trying to win
No, I am never gonna give in
You can’t tear me down
I will get back on up
Deceiving no longer
It’s time to stand up
For myself
I know I could have been smarter
And maybe tried just a little bit harder
But mistakes are just
A part of your life
If you make them then learn
Or there’s no point in strife
Let it go, then you’ll grow
I’m gonna keep trying to win
No, I am never gonna give in
You can’t tear me down
I will get back on up
Deceiving no longer
It’s time to stand up
For myself
Leave the pain and the lies
Drop them down, let them go
Keep the joy and the life
Cause it’s with them you’ll grow
Let the best of the best
Come and fill up your soul
Cause the worst and the rest
Aren’t the story you told
I’m gonna keep trying to win
No, I am never gonna give in
You can’t tear me down
I will get back on up
Deceiving no longer
It’s time to stand up
For myself
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I think about the days
When you and me would sit outside
And we would play
Innocent, a memory
20 years have come and gone such tragedy
And it's hard not to think of the hurt and the lies
A house of deception
And oh, how I tried
It feels like the remnants are
buried inside and now I, I...
I can’t stop this pain
I can’t stop this pain
I think about the days
When you and me would kiss
Outside under the rain
Just one moment
But so sublime
If I could do it all again
Oh I would try
But it’s hard not to think of your warming embrace
I miss it so much I just can not replace
The hole that it left when you said
your last goodbye, Oh I
I can’t stop this pain
I can’t stop this pain
I can’t stop this pain
I can’t stop this pain
And i just can't take this
I want to forget
The thought of you lingers
I'm filled with resent
I can't stop this wind
I can't stop the rain
I tried to let you go but I can't, I can't
I tried to stop my love
I tried to stop my heart
I tried to let you go
But I can't give up this part
I can’t stop this pain
I can’t stop this pain
I can’t stop this pain
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8. |
Trust (Demo)
03:38
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9. |
Wonderland (2022 Demo)
03:25
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10. |
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Nobody makes me feel the way you do
When I was lost you came and then you pulled me through
And I can see the way you love, it’s bright like you
Cause nobody makes me feel the way you do
A light in the darkness
Came from the sky
Took me out of all this
Darkness inside
And now I know true love
Cause it’s all that you give
Can’t explain what I feel
But I’m ready to live
See a future with you
And it’s all that I need
Just the two of us
You’re the air that I breathe
Thank the gods for your love
That I see every day
Hope it never ends
Pray it won’t go away
I used to be so alone
Then you came into my world
Lifted me up out of the darkest depths
And showed me a life in the light
Chorus
I will no longer stand in the darkness
Not without you by my side
Because nobody on this entire planet
Can make me feel the way that you do
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13. |
Maybe (Demo)
04:10
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It started before
Our eyes had met
I knew who you were
And baby I said
There’s something there
Something great
Maybe it’s something
Let’s go on a date
And take the time
To know who you are
You’re something special
Oh, You’re a star
Let’s figure this out
Whatever it is
And end this date
With a little kiss
Maybe I’m in love
Maybe I’m obsessed
Maybe I’m the one
Who can pass this test
Maybe It’s just you
Maybe it’s me too
Whatever it is I know this much
Maybe, oh maybe, oh maybe it’s love
5 years later
And here we are
Together as one
We’ve come so far
Through thick and thin
For rich and poor
I’m happier than
I was before
Let’s keep it up
And do it again
another 5 years
You’re my best friend
I love you so much
Never forget
Maybe it’s perfect
It’s heaven-sent
Maybe I’m in love
Maybe I’m obsessed
Maybe I’m the one
Who can pass this test
Maybe It’s just you
Maybe it’s me too
Whatever it is I know this much
Maybe, oh maybe, oh maybe it’s love
Maybe I’m crazy
Maybe it’s all just a dream
but if it is baby
I’ve never been more happy
Maybe it’s love it’s love it’s love it’s love
Maybe it’s love it’s love it’s love it’s love
Maybe I’m in love
Maybe I’m obsessed
Maybe I’m the one
Who can pass this test
Maybe It’s just you
Maybe it’s me too
Whatever it is I know this much
Maybe, oh maybe, oh maybe it’s love
Maybe I’m in love
Maybe I’m obsessed
Maybe I’m the one
Who can pass this test
Maybe It’s just you
Maybe it’s me too
Whatever it is I know this much
Maybe, oh maybe, oh maybe it’s love
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14. |
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Been so long but here we are again
Doing the same things how it’s always been
Every mistake keeps slowly killing me
Let’s work this out or set me free
One more time, and it’s all awry
Every day time keeps on passing by
Nothing changes, things have always been
Running in circles, gone on a whim
I can’t keep going on like things are fine
You have to settle down this heart of mine
Tell me right now do you wanna be with me?
If not then baby just set me free
A second chance is all that you get
Don’t fuck this up or live with regret
Make it last and treat me right
Or you could lose me overnight
I’m worth it all, just say that you can
Be the one, the right type of man
I need someone to make me happy
If that ain’t you then, You best get to steppin
I can’t keep going on like things are fine
You have to settle down this heart of mine
Tell me right now do you wanna be with me?
If not then baby just set me free
I can’t keep going on like things ain’t wrong
It’s time I, stepped on up and showed I’m strong
Leave right now or face the consequence
I’ll set you free, it’s for the best
Trust is hard to come by
Baby you just ain’t the one
Cheated on me several times
Baby I am done
No more chances
No more tries
Sick and tired of your lies
Please just go
I don’t need you
I’m better off
And that’s the turth
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15. |
Ghosts (Demo)
07:16
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16. |
Relax (Single edit)
04:38
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Jaysen Ryan Peoria, Illinois
I love music. Lots of people do. But music does something for me nothing else can: heal. I've been through a lot of bad
stuff in my life, a few things I almost didn't survive, but music has helped me through it all.
I create music for me, and only me, with the hope that others can enjoy it as well.
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