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ADDICTED (Album Version)

from BioHazard (Demos In Progress) by Jaysen Ryan

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A new demo originally titled "Immune" during the lyrical process it evolved into the polar opposite of what I intended for it. But it worked for the better. Will re-record vocals later but need to perform live a few times. Update: 3-28-21: re-mastered some vocals for now to sound better.

lyrics

Living for too long in this fantasy
Never knowing it would poison me
Rose colored glasses, Down for the count
I breathe you in, I breathe you out

Every single breath was toxicity
I wanted you inside of me
Slowly falling down the rabbit hole
Must find a way to let you go


A-D-D-I-C-T-E-D
All the walls were bleeding but I only saw one thing
C-A-N-T get me enough
But I know it isn’t really love

A-D-D-I-C-T-E-D
From the day that we met I fell so easily
G-O-O-D-B-Y-E now
Gotta find better love somehow

The smoke and mirrors, were fun for a while
But now back to reality
To get myself off of this eternal high
And rid me of your hold on me

I know I’m stronger than I say I am
But it’s difficult to let you go
I miss your touch every single night
But babe, it’s time for me to save my soul

CHORUS

It feels like i’m on a million pills
You put your arms around me and I shiver still
And even though you’re like a drug
I’ve gotta give you up
Your heaven is the devil’s cup

I take a sip and I’m right back at 1
I’m feeling boxed in, squared
But this thrill ain’t enough
I need real good love and yours isn’t true
I’m not addicted anymore to you

I’m pulling the plug
I’m breaking the chains
I’m severing ties
I’m ending the game
I’ve kicked the habit
I’ve let it go
I’ve said goodbye
I’ll slam the door

And don’t you come back or i’ll cut you, bitch!

It feels like i’m on a million pills
You put your arms around me and I shiver still
And even though you’re like a drug
I’ve gotta give you up
Your heaven is the devil’s cup

I take a sip and I’m right back at 1
I’m feeling boxed in, squared
But this thrill ain’t enough
I need real good love and yours isn’t true
I’m not addicted anymore to you

credits

from BioHazard (Demos In Progress), track released March 7, 2017
everything written and recorded and produced by me.

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Jaysen Ryan Peoria, Illinois

I love music. Lots of people do. But music does something for me nothing else can: heal. I've been through a lot of bad stuff in my life, a few things I almost didn't survive, but music has helped me through it all.

I create music for me, and only me, with the hope that others can enjoy it as well. ... more

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